185 Pounds

it's almost Easter (tomoro )

a time for re-birth & renewal

i weigh 185 ..

my allergies / sinuses are giving me fits

there is crud in my lungs PERPETUALLY

i'm cranky / irritable / tired ALL the time ..

my ears block up so i can't hear sometimes ....

i don't EVEN want to know how big my waist has gotten ..

i have LOTS of clothes don't fit, i am NOT buying more ..

the allergy / sinus meds only sort of work , SOMETIMES ..

i KNOW that my cholesterol & blood sugar are too high ...

my nephew gets married in 6 weeks ...

i will HAVE to buy something to wear ..

it's time to do something ...